Cyclamen (cowt9, week 6, M3 - 200 parole)

[hakurenshi]

Purple, partly half-closed cyclamens for Sogo.

It's funny to think about how it was between him and Tamaki before when they hadn't the slightest idea about how to make it work; they were (still are) so different Sogo hadn't much hope about it and yet tried his best because that was the only thing he was sure he could do - he has done it his whole life, no matter how small the appreciation by others was.

Now things are better and Tamaki helps him, keeps being everything Sogo is not but it's good, they manage and Sogo can swear that Tamaki is really important to him and the thought of someone hurting him is enough to make him angry. It's hard to show it, though. It's hard to communicate because most of his life has been the exact denial of what "express yourself" is. When you don't think you deserve it, you end up thinking nobody wants whatever you are ready to give them.

«So-chan!» Tamaki voice is so loud while he storms out of the room and takes his hand «Let's run!»

He sees an angry Mitsuki and just laughs, following him.

Cyclamen is for "shyness, lacking confidence"